May I have some popcorns?

Assalamualaikum & Hi,

Last Thursday, I didn't go to school and went to Mid Valley with Aliah, Aimuni, Hannah and Fazira. So sad that Rezky and Elena didn't join us. Keluar ni kira nak hangout dengan gang before others sambung study. Hannah will go to Egypt but in September so still got time to spend with her. Elena and Fazira got uitm. As for me, I still got plenty of time at home as I'm taking stpm kan hahaha.

Aliah and I went to Klcc together and met Fazira at the lrt station. And then we went to Kl Central to meet Aimuni. Thirty minutes while waiting for Hannah, macam biasalah kami bergosip. There were lot of stories! Dari kes eina dengan afiq, sampai lah indah water hahaha. I don't know why, but me and my friends always talked about nonsense and random things. It's soooo us! Lol

After we reached Mid Valley, we headed to Gsc to watch movies. Tapi tak plan pun lagi nak tengok cerita apa. Yang ada pun 99 kali rindu, Oh Mak Kau, Star Trek. Yang paling best pun Iron Man 3, tapi dah tengok. Still, bila dah sampai depan tiket kaunter pun tak boleh nak decide lagi. Ada dalam tiga minutes jugak lah kitorang buat meeting depan kaunter tu and then decided tak jadi and pergi Nando's for lunch dulu. Lepas makan, baru nak tengok movies.

So, after we done with our dishes, macam biasalah we called the waiter and asked for the bill. As soon as we got the bill, semua pakat tarik2 bill and read something, not just the things that we ordered and the price. It was so.. fishy. Mentang2 lah aku duduk paling tepi and always the one that yang paling last terima berita hahaha. And after Hannah gave me the bill, I noticed there was a note on top of the bill. It says "yang pakai selendang hitam, duduk tepi sekali. Comel sangat :3" Lol the waiter gave the note to Hannah!

After that, we went to search sport shoes for Aliah and sling bag for Hannah. Then, we went for movies. We decided to watch Olympus Has Fallen and the cashier was sooo annoying! She kept asking us wether we are above 18 or not. Sampai Aliah jawab, "yelah, kami above 18. Tak percaya ke?" And then as usual, we went to buy popcorns and straight away to the theatre room. Lepas habis je movies, Hannah and Muni told us they got a funny story to tell us. Guess what, the girl that sat next to Muni asked her for some popcorns! Not a girl actually because she looks more older then us. Hahahaha this is the first time ever I heard a stranger asking for some popcorn.

Oh and by the way, I noticed there was a boy in my school but we are not in the same class but I'm not sure which class. Science, I think. Its not that I like him, but he caught my attention ahaha. During orientation, he's the only boy that I think boleh tahan lah~ and yesterday, after school he walked in front of me while I was waiting for my mum. I still don't know his name....... Until he added me on Fb last night.

Life as a Form 6 student

Assalamualaikum,

It's already May! And I have already left my job as a retail assistant at Times, Pavilion. I told them that I'm going to take stpm and thats the reason I have to leave. Actually, I'm not really planning to pursue my study in form 6, I just didn't have any better ideas to quit haha. But then... I dont know why but I kept asking my dad about his stpm and I remember that my dad once told me that he was one of the best student during his form 6. And after google-ing and did some surveys on the internet, I think its not too bad so I decided to accept my form 6 :)

A lot of my mum's friends asked me why I didn't get the matriculation's offer. Honestly I have no ideas how am I supposed to answer that questions! I really didn't put high expectation because ever since last year, I bought the pin at bsn just for fun, wasting my RM6 and filled up the online form. But I never wanted to go to matriculation hahaha. You know, I don't want to study chemistry, addmath, and physics again. My heart is only for biology.

But form 6 really isn't my first choice. I'm really hoping that I'll get to pursue at Ipg which is Institut Perguruan. But a big dissapointment for me, I didn't get it. I've said to my parents and friends that if I didn't get interview for Ipg, I will stay at form 6. I'm not going to wait for my upu also. So.... I have to stick with my school uniform hahaha.

Its been a few weeks I've been through at Smk Gombak Setia which is a lot more different from Smk Seri Gombak. I dont like the new badge (which I have to wear every weekdays), the school's song is a little bit weird, the students, and their ko-op.. I have to say that Semerbak's the best. How I miss abe's burger stall. But I'll try my very best to fit in with this new environment!

Being in a new school, lot of my friends said that they're sure I have a lot of new friends. No.. I still don't have new friends. Seriously, it's hard to make one and I don't know how others did it. It may seems like a simple thing (you just need to smile and say hi to each other) but I can't even smile you know. It's really awkward for me! There were some of my classmates that approached me. I'm feeling really sorry for them like seriously. Whenever someones started to talk to me, all I did is, saying 'hi' (in an awkward way), smiling and laughing and thats it *nyit nyit* I HAVE to learn how to be more friendly and learn to talk with new friends unless I'm going to be forever alone~~

I just hope that after the upu's result is out, there's gonna be more students from my class to accept their offer hahaha it's not that I didn't like them, it's just that I feel my class is to crowded and so packed!

Throwback 2012

Assalamualaikum,

I am so bored right now so I think it will be fun for me to write something, maybe making some throwback sebab bila tengok twitter/facebook/blogs,  semunya bosan so.. i decide to write some strories.. it begin like this.. goyangkan punggung anda 2 shake 3.. itwill be fun if you do it with family i seriosly fun i just tr

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Abaikan ayat lepas 'twitter/facebook/blogs..' tu sebab my little brother wrote that. Hahaha silly nya!! I have no idea what he's trying to say. Okay whatever, I'm going to write a really long stories about last year, all my bitter-sweet things about 2012. Seriously, last year was the year that I realized how my family and my friends are so important. Yelah, memang tahu diaorang penting tapi tahun lepas baru tahu pentingnya jaga perasaan diaorang and sedar diorang ada bila susah/senang.

As last year was my senior year, and I have to face spm, so its kinda hard for me to balance myself. Usually, when I was fourteen, I always slept during class especially addmath, physics and history (but I revised my history subject when I was at home hehe). Tapi, bila dah masuk form five, all of my friends dah macam serious gila time class. Leaving me all alone daydreaming *facepalm*

And macam biasa lah kan, dah nak dekat2 exam, banyak lah distraction datang. I gotta say that I really disappointed with myself (acah2 menyesal haha) because I did a lot of bad things before even telling my family and friends. Bila dah buat, baru bagitau orang and then I got a lot of critics. Its a positive critics actually but then I was to blind that I assumed they were all negative. Teruk kan?

As example, one of my friends, Josh always said 'I dont like you and him as a unit' and Aliah kept telling me that I've changed since I got a boyfriend. But then, I ignored them and thought they were just being jealous of me. Bila fikir2, siapa aku sampai diorang nak jealous? Ya Allah geli nya! And yeah, I was left heartbroken two months before spm. And my friends, Aliah, Aimuni, Rezky, Fazira, Hannah and Elena were always by my side. Terharu kan bila Rezky hantar text 'what doest kill you makes you stronger'. Even its just a simple word, but I felt touched.

And then, I got another problem but then I didn't tell my friends which was a really stupid idea. Back then I cried alone almost every night and then went to school with swollen eyes one day. My friends asked my why, but I refused to tell them. I thought I can handle it all by myself, until I realized it was impossible for me to do it. So I told my friends at the end. It was a little too late I think because it was already a month before spm. Since then, they were the one yang banyak tolong especially part study sebab Aliah and the others perasan aku dah macam melayang sorang2.

The polaroid pictures were taken during Aimuni's open house in 2011. I was wearing my school's uniform at that time haha. Even ini 2011 punya gambar, its still one of my favourite moments. Most of my classmates were there and we had so much fun. Aimuni buat mee wantan and cupcakes. Sedap sangat!

This was taken on 1st September last year kot tak silap. Ini dekat rumah Hana Ameera, dia buat open house tapi malam. Time petang, open housedekat rumah aku tapi sibuk sangat so tak ada gambar. Actually, open house tahun lepas kena handle sendiri2 as my parents weren't at home. Pagi tu my mom siapkan bahan2 untuk Laksa Sarawak and petang tu, ramai yang datang. I asked my close friend to come at night sebab takut tak dapat layan diorang time petang. So Rezky, Hannah, Josh, Zulina, Aliah, Aimuni, Fazira and her lil brother datang time malam. Then dalam pukul 9pm tu we walked to rumah Hana Ameera.Time dekat tepi sekolah taman selasih tu ada satu lorong gelap ni, and then siapa entah yang suruh lari sebab ada hantu, so kitorang pun lari lah hahahaha seriously it was freaking funny! Semua pakai baju kurung lawa2 and then lari macam betul2 kena kejar hantu. Lol

 It was the last day untuk Tuisyen Kasturi so me and Rezky decided to wear baju kurung. Actually teringin nak tangkap gambar dekat station lrt so kitorang pun gatal pergi turun dekat Ampang Point. Two weeks at Kasturi was fun. Lepas tuition je mesti pergi central market. Oh btw, ada sorang budak cina dekat Kasturi tu handsome sangat! Macam Jay Park, tinggi and then pakai full-frame spec. Tapi dah ada girlfriend. Girlfriend dia pun sweet, tegur kitorang even tak pernah kenal :)

Ini time hari kantin (30 Jun). Me and my firiends (Aimuni, Rezky, Fazira, Aliah, Hannah, Elena, Zulina, Lishya and Alvina) bukak gerai jual spagheti and sweetcorn. Alhamdulillah, we sold all of our spagheti and sweetcorn! Actually malam sebelum tu, me and Zulina went to Hannah's house to helped Hannah's mom buat sos spagheti. Sedap sangat sos spagheti mak Hannah! And then dalam pukul 3 pagi me, Hannah and Zulina start rebus spagheti. Mula2 plan nak beli pasta jenama San Remo tapi bila ingat nak save, kitorang pun beli yang murah (tapi bukan yang paling murah, takut tak sedap) but then bila bukak pack pasta tu, ada yang dah rosak. So pagi tu tak tidur, terpaksa bersengkang mata buang pasta yang rosak. Even tak tidur, time jual tu tak rasa mengantuk pun. Seronok tengok orang makan apa yang kami masak, and comment sedap. Balik je sekolah, qada' balik tidur dekat rumah Hannah sampai petang hahaha.

This was taken after Biology's paper, the last day of our spm!! Kitorang punya dewan dekat belakang tu, pintu warna ungu. Haha siapa entah cakap macam tadika kemas. Sedihnya tengok gambar ni, hari last pakai uniform sekolah. Rindunyaaaa! Btw hari last spm ni tak tahu lah kenapa kelam kabut sangat. Time nak masuk dewan untuk jawab paper 3, aku perasan aku terbawak telekung bawak masuk dewan. Lepas tu gelabah keluar balik dewan sebab nak simpan telekung. And then, dah masuk dewan, I noticed that my purse tak ada dalam poket! At the time, ada RM30 dalam purse tu. As a student yang tak berduit sangat, amount tu sangat banyak bagi aku. Lepas habis jawab, rasa tak tenang sangat. Aku sure aku tertinggal purse dekat kantin so aku redha je lah kalau tak dapat balik purse tu. Bila masa menjawab paper 3 habis je, semua seronok gembira excited except for me. Aku pandang Iman dekat sebelah sambil buat muka sedih,

Me: Iman, purse aku hilang. Aku sedih :(

Iman: Ni ke dompet kau? *sambil tunjuk dompet aku

Me: Eh macam mana kau dapat? 

Iman: Rafeq bagi kat aku suruh bagi kat kau. Dia jumpa dekat kantin.

Me: Habis tu  kenapa kau tak bagi dekat aku??

Iman: Saje nak buat kau cuak.

Perghh nasib baik lah rezeki kan.  Nasib baik aku pandang kawan belah kanan, bukan kawan belah kiri. Haha kalau mengadu dekat Wafin yang duduk belah kiri, memang kecewa. Nasib baik aku tak simpan kad pengenalan dalam purse, aku simpan dalam pencil case. Kalau lah kad pengenalan tak ada time nak jawab paper tu, lagi lah tak tenang.

 Ini gambar time form four actually tapi rasa cantik so nak masukkan jugak haha. From left is Marlena (an exchange student from America), Aimi, Kiera, Me, and Hannah :)

 Can you spot me? I was sitting, fifth from the left. Yang seronok sangat goyang kaki dan tak pandang camera, itu lah saya. This was taken during First Lego League Malaysia Open Championship. Saya tak ambil bahagian, saya jadi volunteer je hehe. This event was held at Taylor's University and it was a two days event. Walaupun penat, tapi seronok dapat ramai kawan and mostly chinese... and dapat tengok banyak orang handsome. 

    

As conclusion, I was glad that I was the part of Bestarian. Even it was only for two years, we did a lot of things together such as bukak puasa sama2, hangout time weekend, pergi tengok wayang sama2, keluar makan sama2. Kalau tengok balik, time form five, ada lima orang je lelaki. Walaupun diorang kadang2 skema, bila nak hujung tahun tu, diorang dah mula sama kepala dengan perempuan2 lain. Budak2 perempuan 5 Bestari nakal dan bising hahahaha so lima orang budak lelaki ni selalu kena buli.

Rindunyaaaa :'(

miss seseorang

saya rase saya ade miss seseorang lah.. dalam hidup saya . saya rase nak awak lah... hehehe


I
LOVE
YOU

by izzaty athirah b yusoff


*okay, this post is so written by my lil brother. Btw, since when my name is 'bin yusoff', bila masa saya tukar jantina? Lol

I write when I am bored.

Assalamualaikum.

Its been ages since I didnt post anything in here! You know how awkward I am right now? Sitting in front of my laptop and suddenly "eh, whats up with my blog?". And then open it, read it and then "ahh I should log in to my account and write something!" 

But yeah. I forgot about my email and the password hahaha. I've tried two of my emails (both failed) and the third one succeed! 

Actually I think I have to start blogging again as I just finished my high school, got my spm result, doing some part-time work (already resign and currently waiting for a call - I just interviewed by Times Bookstore at Pavilion) so I got a lot of things to write about!

As you can see, my blog is so empty! Its really plain and boring and theres no pictures and like how boring am I!? I have to put something on it like seriously.

Unexpected Situation

Yesterday I went to a wedding ceremony before my mum force me to. You know, I'm not the type of person that love to go to a wedding, especially when I don't know who's the bride. But yesterday, I was so hungry and I'm craving for nasi minyak. So I'm gonna say that this is the first nasi minyak for this year, hooray!

The unexpected situation was, when I was about to step out from my car, I saw someone that I was really really hoping to meet (the most!). And yes, he is my ex-boyfriend. We haven't met for about two years since he transferred to mrsm somewhere around kelantan. We also rarely contact each other, like once in a blue moon.

And when I got the chances to say hi to him, I didn't do that. Even my eyes, they didn't look at him. I also didn't cross any smile on my face. Man, my family and I sat at a table just in front of his table and the worst was we were facing each other. I supposed to smile or at least raising my eyebrows. I really can be considered a coward.

Applause

For the first time, in this week.
I can feel my brain.
I thought I had lost them.
But hey, history paper was soooo easy.
And I'm hoping that I'll get an A for it.

I was fifteen minutes late for my Addmath paper today.
There was only one question about logarithm.
And it was the only question that I answered,
with confident.

-Am I writing a poem or what?